I think the quit smoking campaigns can be applied to any part of your life. This whole every time you quit it gets a little easier idea. Its simple brilliance. I wake up every morning thinking today is the fucking day, lets get in and smash it. Get it done. Simple as that, and each day I do it gets a little easier to do it the next day and the next. Motivation is a bar of soap in the prison room shower, if you let it slip you are going to get fucked in places you don't like.
My point tonight is that I have a new ridiculous goal. Something completely absurd, but I don't care. Its about time the completely ridiculous started working out for me, I have been dealing with its negatives for so long I think I've earned some positives. You see my Internet friends, I just got out of Captain America - The Winter Soldier (Its ridiculously awesome and everyone should watch it... twice). Chris Evans of course returns to his role as the Cap with a figure one could only describe as just a little awe inspiring. He is one of the only people I have ever seen that manage to look that ripped without looking the slightest bit grotesque. Now whether it is movie magic or not doesn't matter, that is what I want. I'm about three centimetres taller than that man and without all the muscles my shoulders are just as wide as his. There is no reason what so ever that I cant manage that. It wont happen tomorrow, hell I can tell you now I wont manage it in six months. I'm too lazy. in a week I will give up. but in a month I'll be back, and in three months I'll be back again and I will keep fucking pushing until I have the things I want. It doesn't matter if its the army or the girl or the body or the money, it honestly doesn't matter what it is because in these moments, where my whole consciousness is focused on achieving my goals. I am unstoppable. I am the motherfucking batman of my life. I will swear to me and anyone who says I cant do it, doesn't know me and doesn't want to. I have a lot of people to show the things I will do and I think I'm going to start right now.
That is where I will leave it tonight.
It is not the falling down that matters, it is simply the getting up. no matter how hard you are hit. No matter how badly you are broken. I will be standing tall tomorrow. Will you?
